where to start

It's been so long since I've written I don't know where to start. I am in Seattle this week speaking at a vet conference and doing a visit in the office. Life has been more than a bit crazy. We have a field questionaire we answer from time to time to measure our stress level. I'm doing great in every area except situational crisis and actually ok with that too since I have the tools to cope with stress and crisis. Keith's death in my world is just a cataclysmic as the earthquake (at least according to the testing folks - I think I agree with them). (if you are behind on this please see the CVM website/my facebook page/ or write an email.) Life is very different and the new normal isn't sorted out yet. God hasn't let me down yet and I don't expect him to this time either. I don't know how, when, where or what everything is going to look like but it will work out of that I am sure. We need lots and lots and lots of prayer. We are moving, we have teams, we have work, we have disease outbreaks, we have everyday life in Haiti, Ronald and Abolina are confused with everyone being in a different place and things not the same. It's hard to explain the tears to them sometimes. Anyway, this is a start. I am going to try and write more as it is cathartic for me when I do. don't know if I'll be successful because when I have time in the evening I usually play with Ronald and then I am worn out after I put him to bed, so we'll see...